Gift From Within - PTSD Resources for Survivors and Caregivers

• Military and Substance Abuse
• Trauma Addiction: Safety and Stabilization for the Addicted Survivor of Trauma
• Don't Make it Worse! Use of Alcohol or Drugs After Trauma
• Secret Diet Disasters of Trauma Survivors

• Trauma and the Post- Institutionalized Child - Adoption and Trauma Related issues

• Surviving the Crash: Stress Reactions of Motor Vehicle Accident Victims
• The Emotional Toll of Motor Vehicle Accidents on Truck Drivers

• Supporting Our Soldiers-PTSD Info For Chaplains
• Reintegration & Readjustment Program For Iraqi Veterans: for officers returning from the war in Iraq.
• Cop Talk: Beating the Holiday Blues
• The Echoes of Violence in The Police Family
• POLICE SUICIDE: Understanding Grief & Loss
• Confidentiality in Counseling: What Police Officers Need To Know
• Police Officers: Traumatic Spending: A Reaction to Critical Incident Stress
• Paramedics and Burnout: Coping and Prevention Suggestions

• On Being Invisible In The Mental Health System
• The Nature of the Child
• Traumatic Stress and Children
• Stress Responses in Sexual Trauma Victims and in Others Experiencing Overwhelming Events
• CHILDHOOD AND ADULT SEXUAL VICTIMIZATION: Living in the Aftermath of Transgression and Quest for Restoration of the Self

• Nurses and Compassion Fatigue
• Preventing Compassion Fatigue: Power Point Presentation
• Professional Quality of Life Manual (ProQOL)
• Understanding and Preventing Compassion Fatigue - A Handout - For Professionals
• Supporting Our Soldiers - PTSD Info For Chaplains
• The Art and Science of Caring for Others without Forgetting Self-Care
• Compassion Fatigue: An Introduction
• The MASTERS Process: Transforming Your Career and Life
• Compassion Fatigue: A Crucible Of Transformation
• When Helping Hurts
• Vicarious Trauma in Attorneys
• Bosnia's Death Highway: My Personal Story of Trauma Work, Compassion Fatigue and Hope.

• Domestic Violence and the Gay Community: A Right to Peace and Safety
• I Was Raped: A Survivor explores an accusation that has divided the Spelman and Morehouse family
• Treating People of Varied Cultures: Honoring the Individual in Context
• Surviving and Thriving: Understanding Asian Americans' Experiences of Relationship Trauma
• Latinas in Pursuit of Healing: Cultural Implications for Counseling Sexually Abused Latinas
• I Will Survive: The African- American Guide to Healing from Sexual Assault and Abuse (excerpt)
• Trauma in American Indian Communities
• Challenges and Obstacles in Treating Mentally Ill African American Patients

• Military Sexual Trauma
• Legal Tools for Survivors of Sexual Assault
• Art Exhibit: A Woman's Journey from Domestic Violence Victim to Survivor
• Acquaintance Rape: A Matter of Consent
• I Will Survive: The African- American Guide to Healing from Sexual Assault and Abuse (excerpt)
• Rape Trauma Syndrome: The Journey to Healing Belongs to Everyone
• Peaceful Heart: A Woman's Journey of Healing After Rape
• Dealing with Domestic Abuse: Lessons from Kathy
• The Ties That Bind Captive to Captor- Stockholm Syndrome
• Understanding the Victims of Spousal Abuse

• Will Trauma Grief Counseling Help?
• Exorcising Ghosts: The Counting Method and Traumatic Death Imagery
• Help for the Holidays: Ideas for the Bereaved
• Understanding Different Grieving Patterns in Your Family
• Sudden Loss - Impact of a grief-crisis intervention immediately after a sudden violent death on the survivor's ability to cope.
• Recovery From Unnatural Death
• Psychotherapy of Bereavement After Homicide: Be Offensive

• The Emotional Impact of Reporting War at Home
• A Primer on Covering Victims
• PTSD 101 for Journalists
• Three Acts of Trauma News
• Survivors and the Media

• Domestic Violence Against Men: Bryan's Story
• Suffering in Silence: The Problem of Male Sexual Abuse
• Wounded Boys/Heroic Men: A Man's Guide to Recovering from Child Abuse

• PTSD and Family Members: The Hidden Face of PTSD
• Partners with PTSD

• Understanding Complex Trauma, Complex Reactions, and Treatment Approaches
• Major Depressive Disorder: A Condition That Frequently Co-Occurs with PTSD
• Exposure To A Traumatic Event Does Not Automatically Put A Person On A Path To Develop PTSD: The Importance of Protective Factors To Promote Resiliency
• Applying the Brakes - Traumatic Memories
• Finding a Good Lawyer for Your Traumatized Client
• Posttraumatic Therapy
• The Counting Method for Ameliorating Traumatic Memories
• Stress Responses in Sexual Trauma Victims and in Others Experiencing Overwhelming Events Helpful Strategies for Self, Children, Supporters, and What Trauma Therapists Really Do
• The Counting Method as Exposure Therapy: Revisions and Case Examples
• Trauma & Recovery: an REBT Perspective
• Listening to the Lessons of Survivors. Sharing their Truths and their Lessons

• Life After Breast Cancer: Surviving & Thriving
• How to Improve Strength and Mobility without Really Exercising
• Exercise and Aging
• Fibromyalgia: What It Is And How To Manage It
• How Exercise Helps Symptoms Of PTSD
• Menopause Is A Natural Part Of A Woman's Lifecycle

• Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and the Workplace What Employers and Coworkers Need to Know

• Healing the Invisible Wound
• Trauma Survivors Share Tips for Therapists Dealing with Trauma
• Open Letter to Trauma Survivors
• How to Choose a Trauma Therapist: Therapy for Post-Traumatic Stress (PTSD) and Dissociative Conditions
• Helping A Person Who Is Suicidal
• S.V.'s Story: My Survival From Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
• Survivors, How To Write Your Personal History
• Finding The Right Therapist For You
• Anniversary Reactions: A Survivor's Guide on How to Cope
• Healing from Shame Associated with Traumatic Events
• Ninth Grader Interviews Frank Ochberg on PTSD
• How to Cope with PTSD and the Holiday Season

• Cultivating Resiliency in Youth
• Cultivating Resiliency
• The Resilient Child

• Helping Traumatized Children at School
• Inner City Children of Trauma: Urban Violence Traumatic Stress Response Syndrome (U-VTS) and Therapists' Responses
• School Disaster: Planning and Initial Interventions
• Bound By A Trauma Called Columbine

• Posttraumatic Stress, Mental Health Professionals, and the Clergy: A Need for Collaboration, Training, and Research
• How to Provide Spiritually Sensitive Trauma Care
• "Trauma and Spirituality"

• Guilt Following Traumatic Events

• Utilizing First Person Story with Trauma Survivors in Bosnia and Sri Lanka: Metaphors create a symbolic congruence that is 'inclusive' and universal across cultures
• GFW Founder, Frank Ochberg spent a week in Sri Lanka Helping
• Hurricane Opens Trauma Wounds
• 9-11 ANNIVERSARY REACTIONS: An interview with Frank Ochberg, M.D.
• Victims of Disasters: Helping People Recover From Acute Distress to Healing and Integration
• Terrorism: September 11, 2001. "Trauma, Grief, and Recovery"

• Finding Hope after Head Injury and Posttraumatic Stress Disorder
• Military and Substance Abuse
• Military Sexual Trauma
• Suicide and the Military
• Military PTSD Family Resources
• Will Trauma Grief Counseling Help?
• Preventing Compassion Fatigue: What Veteran Spouse/Partner Caregivers Need to Know
• Keeping Your Relationship Healthy When Your Veteran Spouse/Partner Is Injured
• Issues and Answers on the Home Front
• Veterans and Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder: A Conversation with Dr Frank Ochberg
• Post Traumatic Stress and the Military
• There's Nothing Wrong With Me!
  

Some trauma survivors would describe themselves as healthy, lean and fit, while others feel trapped in a body that they find uncomfortable or unacceptable to themselves. There some survivors that have a healthy lifestyle of moderate exercise, healthy nutrition and adequate sleep. However, some have secret habits that are harmful, and merely give them the temporary appearance of fitness, while their health is slowly dissipating. What are these secret, harmful habits? The answer is eating disorders.

Some people use an eating disorder as a coping mechanism. For example, an alcoholic uses alcohol to cope. Likewise, a person with an eating disorder uses binge eating, purging or restricting their food to cope with their distress. Eating disorders have complex roots and are usually related to exposure to trauma, low self-esteem, depression, loss of control, worthlessness, identity confusion, family dysfunction and a lack of coping skills (de Groot & Rodin, 1999; Nagata et al, 1999). Many people with eating disorders report a history of emotional abuse, such as being teased or ridiculed about their size, weight, or their body's sexual characteristics (Kent, Waller & Dagnan, 1999; Kent & Waller, 2000). Cultural and media pressures which place more value on thinness and appearance rather than inner qualities are factors in the growing trend of eating disorders (Wonderlich et al, 2001). There are generally three recognized categories of eating disorders: Anorexia Nervosa, Bulimia Nervosa and Compulsive Overeating/Binge eating (APA, 1994;Schneer, 2002).

Starving Yourself to Death

Anorexia is a disorder in which the individual severely restricts their food intake to the point they become underweight. The anorexia sufferer has an intense fear of any actual gain or even perceived gain of weight. They have body image distortions and believe they are fat, while other people perceive them as too thin. They use their restrictive eating to feel a sense of control over their life. Serious mood and thinking disturbances occur with Anorexia, which can complicate the recovery process from traumatic events. The behaviors of Anorexia include extremely restrictive dieting, compulsive exercise, and sometimes laxative or diuretic abuse. Serious health consequences often occur and if Anorexia Nervosa is left untreated, it can be fatal (Rodriguez-Srednicki, 2001; Wonderlich et al, 2000).

Binge and Purge and Do It All Over Again

Bulimia sufferers repeat an addictive binge eating and purging cycle. They eat compulsively and then purge through self-induced vomiting, uses of laxatives, diuretics, strict diets, fasts, vigorous exercise, or other compensatory behaviors to prevent weight gain. Binges usually consist of the consumption of large amounts of high calorie food in a short period of time. Binge eating often occurs in secret. Bulimics, like Anorexics, are also obsessively involved with their body shape and weight. Like Anorexia, Bulimia causes severe mood and thinking disturbances and chemical imbalances in the brain. This severely compromises the victim's ability to make progress in therapy to help them recover from traumatic events. The medical complications of the binge-purge cycle can be severe and like Anorexia can also be fatal. Therefore, therapy for the eating disorder often must happen first or concurrently to the therapy for trauma in order for progress to be made (Steiger et al, 2001; Waller et al, 2001).

Food for Mood Control

Compulsive Overeaters have a vicious cycle of binge eating and depression. Food is used as a coping tool to deal with moods. Binge eating temporarily relieves the stress of these feelings, but is sometimes followed by feelings of guilt, shame, disgust, self-loathing and depression. Binge eating, like Bulimia, often occurs in secret. It is common for Compulsive Overeaters to eat normally or restrictively in front of others and then binge in secret. For other Compulsive Overeaters, there is a pattern of "grazing" on foods all day long. Like the other eating disorders, Compulsive Overeaters are chronically unhappy with their weight. One compulsive overeater said she had to consult her "scale God" to see how she would feel each day. It is common for the number on the scale to determine how eating disorder sufferers will feel about themselves. Medical complications can also be severe and even life-threatening for Compulsive Overeaters. Some trauma survivors have expressed that they became compulsive overeaters after a traumatic event. In some cases weight gain is an attempt to "hide" their attractiveness and sexuality, and feel safer. For other survivors of trauma, compulsive overeating becomes a way to cope or nurture themselves through their pain. However, true nurturing is taking really good care of your health through proper nutrition, exercise, and medical care (Ochberg, 1988; Wonderlich et al, 2001).

Each year, millions of people in the United States suffer life-threatening eating disorders. According to the National Eating Disorders Association (www.NationalEatingDisorders.org) there are six to sixteen million people in the United States afflicted with Anorexia Nervosa and Bulimia Nervosa. There are no accurate estimates for compulsive overeating. The occurrence of eating disorders among college age women can be considered epidemic. Conservative estimates suggest between 19% and 30% of this age group display Bulimic behavior. Unfortunately, there are trends suggesting that eating disorders are affecting increasing younger children. It is estimated that currently 11% of high school students may have a diagnosable eating disorder. Athletes, dancers, gymnasts and airline employees may face a greater risk for developing an eating disorder. Women and men in "appearance" sports or dancing, like ballet, gymnastics or figure skating, state that their thin and wiry appearance plays a key role in their success. Of females who participate in these types of activities, 62% have been reported to have eating disorders.

Most people with eating disorders suffer for many years in secret. Sadly, eating disorders are among the deadliest of mental health disorders, 10% or more die as a result of starvation, cardiac arrest, or suicide (APA, 1994; Wonderlich et al, 2001).

Tara (her name is changed to protect her confidentiality) tells her story of how her eating disorder complicated her recovery from a violent rape:

I was raped and violently beaten by a stranger while jogging. It was morning and I was in a nice neighborhood, near my home. The first few weeks after the attack, I could not eat or sleep. My whole system shut down. I was physical and emotionally in pain all the time. When I started to come out of shock and feel a little stronger, I began using food to try to get my energy back. I had never had a weight problem, and did not even worry about watching what I ate. I had given up my exercise program, because I could not feel safe jogging. I would get physically ill if I even saw a man noticing my body or how I looked. I did not take pride in being attractive, and felt like my body was my enemy. I don't think I ever consciously thought about what I was eating. I would eat because I just wanted to feel good, even if it was just for a few minutes.

I felt better when I ate foods that felt nurturing to me, like pasta, bread, desserts and heavy casseroles. I had started to dress in baggy clothes to hide my body, which helped me feel safer. In the six months after my rape, I gained 50 pounds. Although I was not happy with how I felt, I seemed helpless to do anything about it. I have to admit that being heavy did make me feel safer, and more intimidating to men.

Nearly one year after the rape, I had to go through the terrible stress of testifying in court against my attacker, who was finally caught. I started having severe headaches and went to see my doctor. I imagined that she would tell me that my headaches were due to the stress I was suffering. To my surprise, she told me I had developed high blood pressure, and would have to go on medication or undergo weight loss. She told me that I was 85 pounds overweight and at high risk for obesity related disorders. I cried as I took stock of all the losses I had experienced because of the rape.

"I was never overweight, and I loved to exercise," I tried to explain to my physician. However, at that moment I realized that if I was going to heal from the attack, I had to find other ways to cope with my feelings. I sought out a therapist that I felt I could trust. I started keeping a journal, and tried to write instead of eating when I was stressed. Following the advice of my therapist, I joined a martial arts class that met four times a week. The classes helped me take pride in myself again. Feeling physically stronger was awesome. Little by little I was able to regain control over my eating disorder, while healing from the trauma.

Tara's story reminds us that, there is reason to hope. Eating disorders are most successfully treated with early diagnosis. Lifelong recovery from an eating disorder is possible with professional intervention. If you or someone you love may be suffering from an eating disorder, please seek professional help as soon as possible and get started back on a road toward health and well-being.

References:

American Psychiatric Association. (1994). Diagnostic and statistical manual of mental disorders (4th ed.). Washington, DC: Author.

de Groot, J., & Rodin, G. M. (1999). The relationship between eating disorders and childhood trauma. Psychiatric Annals, 29, 225-229 .

Kent, A., Waller, G., & Dagnan, D. (1999). A greater role of emotional than physical or sexual abuse in predicting disordered eating attitudes: The role of mediating variables. International Journal of Eating Disorders, 25, 159-167 .

Kent, A., & Waller, G. (200 ). Childhood emotional abuse and eating psychopathology. Clinical Psychology Review, 20, 887-903 .

Nagata, T., Kiriike, N., Iketani, T., Kawarada, Y., & Tanaka, H. (1999). History of childhood sexual or physical abuse in Japanese patients with eating disorders: Relationship with dissociation and impulsive behaviours. Psychological Medicine, 29, 935-942 .

Ochberg, F.M. (1988). Post-traumatic therapy and victims of violence. New York: Brunner/Mazel.

Rodriguez-Srednicki, O. (2001). Childhood sexual abuse, dissociation and adult self-destructive behavior. Journal of Child Sexual Abuse, 10, 75-90 .

Schneer, A. (2002). Eating disorders: A disorder of in and out. Eating Disorders: The Journal of Treatment & Prevention, 10, 161-176 .

Steiger, H., Gauvin, L., Israel, M., Koerner, N., Ng Ying Kin, N. M., Paris, J., & Young, S. N. (2001). Association of serotonin and cortisol indices with childhood abuse in bulimia nervosa. Archives of General Psychiatry, 58, 837-843 .

Waller, G., Meyer, C., Ohanian, V., Elliott, P., Dickson, C., & Sellings, J. (2001). The psychopathology of bulimic women who report childhood sexual abuse: The mediating role of core beliefs. Journal of Nervous & Mental Disease, 189, 700-708 .

Wonderlich, S. A., Crosby, R. D., Mitchell, J. E., Roberts, J. A., Haseltine, B., DeMuth, G., & Thompson, K. M. (2000). Relationship of childhood sexual abuse and eating disturbance in children. Journal of the American Academy of Child & Adolescent Psychiatry, 39, 1277-1283 .

Wonderlich, S. A., Crosby, R. D., Mitchell, J. E., Thompson, K. M., Redlin, J., Demuth, G., Smyth, J., & Haseltine, B. (2001). Eating disturbance and sexual trauma in childhood and adulthood. International Journal of Eating Disorders, 30, 401-412 .

Web links for more information or referral for treatment for eating disorders:

www.NationalEatingDisorders.org

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Angie Panos, Ph.D. is a therapist that specializes in trauma and grief, she has 20 years of experience in helping survivors. She is a board member of Gift From Within.

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